Omg die. Why. He. So. Cute. No0o0o0o0o0o

Assurance

There's a reason why i prefer SR to cchms even though i'm only here for a couple of months.
I do miss chungcheng, the people there, with all the love.
However there's a pretty thick line between being the joker and being the joke.
Nobody likes being the joke, but for the sake of others, they tolerate.
They know they'll get hurt, but they refuse to blow up.
Why?
They love you. From top to bottom inside out they do.
They just want to see your beautiful smiles everyday, devoid of troubles, wanting to rid of as much sorrow as much sadness that y'all may feel.
They know y'all don't mean it, they know y'all are just trying to be funny, just trying to make them miss the times that they once had with y'all.
But it still hurts.
They cannot stay strong against your comments for very long y'know.
When the protective armor of the heart breaks,
When everything sinks in,
It really hurts, alot.
I think i said enough.

Upset

I rarely flare up against my friends. People who know me long enough knows that.
But one thing i cannot tolerate is arrogant people.
Please, even a 'i'm sorry', a 'please' or a 'thankyou' works.
But this
" Wait, why am i telling you how you do your job? "
IT'S NOT MY JOB TO CHECK WHEN Y'ALL END YOUR PAPER. You don't know when you end, that's one thing. But using sarcasm as well?
太.过.分.了.
But after that you got check la. K forgiven.
"You go buy la..... The only one without econs"
Does it matter? You have your h1 i also have my h1. Must you do that?
"Lol.... Calm down"

MY FEELINGS ARE FOR YOU TO 'LOL' AT AH.

I thought you're not what i thought to be.
I thought wrong.

Yes i do

Today is tuesday. And Tina's leaving today.
Why. Why people around me keep leaving me like this.
She's one of the maids i actually like. I rarely like maids.
And now she's leaving, just like ahma.
Tf is leaving too, just like zy, in 2 weeks.
为什么
But then again, if leaving is beneficial to them, makes them happier,
I do not have the right to stop them. Neither do i want to,
Even if it still hurts inside.

I still dream the dream of seeing everyone i love together with me, even if it's for just 1 minute.
That 1 minute will be the most precious 1 minute that i'll never want to let go.

July-December 2010

Once mine,
This one kid.
Made him laugh,
Made him cry.
True enough, we had much fun.
The days in the rain, the days of the waterwar,
The nikebottles, the squirts and the stars.
But till a bet, we separate.
And so marks the end
Of our little spar.

Wish you're happy.

17

I'm older now aren't i