Fishybusiness

I realised i forced myself to smile many times today, although i dont feel like it.

But i really dont want them to know how am i feeling.

I dont want to be the one that brings depression to others instead of happiness.

I feel like telling somebody my everything, but i'm scared.

I'm scared they will judge me after hearing everything.

I'm scared they will leave me, all on my own.

I'm scared.

Thats why i have a smile on my face, to cover up everything, every flaw that i might be trying to hide.

Gosh i'm a emokia underneath HAHA.

Now i'm scared somebody would ever find this blog, then i'll be gone for life LOLOLOL.

I wish at every 11:11 i see, for everyone in my life to be happy, for me to be happy.

I wonder do they ever come true. :)