First day of school

Early in the morning i had the feeling of de ja vu already, today was a not bad day heh.

Walked to school with Wh.

Was quite stone during assembly lol, but after that was madness.

I NEARLY WALKED INTO 4RP. YES. AGAIN.

WAPIANG, SIBEI EMBARASSING LA CAN HAHAHAHA!

I feel bad. Cause i said pui to ivyheng, it was a joke, but i still feel bad. I hope she forgets it, cause i feel disgusted at how i speak z. PLEASE BE MORE SELF CONSCIOUS TAN JIE HUI!

The class feels weird today anyway. Yifan, Mengtian, Junjie. Not here. MD doesnt feel as a whole, without them. When talking about ava, first person we thought of was Junjie, 班长. Then we realised, he's not there anymore. Yifan's not there to play around with Ernest alr, Danling's sitting beside him now. Seeing Baixue without Mengtian feels weird too. Baixue 她瘦了.

Went to have lunch with Jiaqi @ Smiths! Then we saw Ernest Yifan Duncan(?) walking. Ernest saw us, he waved, we waved back.

Then Yifan saw us too. He waved, we waved back. And he was smiling. Very brightly. I never see him smile so brightly before. I was stunned for a moment there.

Then i feel sad. Idk why, i just feel damn sad. I wonder how's life in 3FG for them. Even if we're not very close,

I. Dont. Wanna. Let. Anybody. Go.

I don't wanna see that just one day, i turn around, and not find them where they were.

I hope my smiles and laughter last long enough.