Thursday, July 19, 2012

Falling deep

I have this damn bad habit of liking people that i know i shouldn't gah.
Too close alr, too close.
It's damn torturing lah wtf!!! 
It's like seeing your favourite xiaolongbao going at 50c per piece when you're having 6 ulcers sia nabeh.
I rly think it's the after effect of tcyx y'know. Ok not like i didn't like anybody before him but.... 
He introduced this damn feeling to me- 想当年 if he didn't ask me and i didn't accept, i wouldn't have known what it feels like- The feeling of having one person to rely on without boundaries.
I know this took along while and this is D E F I N I T E L Y not the time.. But i think i'm ready.
I'm
I'm ready to love again.
Lol k strike that i think i was ready a long time ago.

But i rly cannot afford to lose them, i rly rly cannot.
Lol yes them wtf i'm fickle hearted like that.
Plus
They are sold. They are wanted.
我不能夺走别人的东西。
They are not meant to be mine.
If advancing means hurting people in more ways than one,
I'd rather things just stay status quo.
So.
BLOODY FREAK LAH THIS IS SOME DEEP SHIT YOU GOT YOURSELF INTO TANJIEHUI!!!
GRR
KEEP CALM AND PLAY YOUR BILLARD BALLS LAH



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