Sad day

To gab:

Are you sure you wna let go?

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Today was a really bad day, bad as in not the 'everything gone wrong' that kind of bad, but the 'bloody shit, i didn't realize" that kind of bad.

Today, i really learnt, alot of things.

I learnt the cruelty of power, competition, and the fight for recognition.

I learnt the fragility of trust, bonds, and the struggle to stay strong.

I'm hurting. It's not happening to me but i am hurting.

It hurts me to see us separated that way; The bonds that had once seemed so strong are actually crumbling.

I wna find somebody to blame for this mess, and get him/her to settle this problem.

But i can't.

Because there is just no one i can blame.

I wna help them, do something about it.

But i can't.

Because i'm in no position to do so.

 I want to talk to somebody, but i don't wna add on to their problems

 They already have enough of their own.

But what i know is, we can't stay like this. Everyone is hurting,

I want to help. Please enlighten me.